Have I mentioned how much I love my friends? I do. Cuddle puddles are my favorite thing on earth.

I'm so glad it's the weekend.

I've been a bit trangsty of late. I know that my decision for using testosterone gel/cream is a good one for me. However, sometimes I feel impatient. I want to have a deeper voice now, not later. I want to have a beard sooner than when I'm 43. Oh, and if my period comes again, I will very likely cry for the whole week.

In a couple of weeks, I'm headed over the mountains to attend an old friend's wedding. And because it's only about 30 minutes from my parents' house, I'm obliged to stop in for a bit. I haven't been there since March. They haven't seen me since I began T. They have talked to me on the phone only. I doubt there will be any confrontation. Just small talk. Yet, I'm still a bit nervous.

But everything will be okay.