Shot (a day late again). Left leg.

I went ten days without shaving.

No car today. No seeing Dad, and no shave. Hopefully he'll be able to come up on Wednesday and make the exchange.

It is so very hot. I want Autumn.

So... I found that ass hair people talk about....

My dad is coming to Denver on Friday to trade out vehicles with me. He helped me find a new Pathfinder. Well, newer. It has four doors and runs. That's exciting. Now I'll be in debt to him as well.

I think I should shave before he comes. Not because I don't want him to see that I have stubble, but because I'm ashamed of how measly my stubble is. If it were full, I'd have no problem.

I hate the heat. It causes all sorts of irritations when coupled with my new level of sweatyness.

New Goals

1. eat fruits and/or vegetable at least once daily. green is good.
2. stand and sit up straight.
3. eat only one serving of sweets per day.


Simple. I can do this and feel so much better about myself. I've been feeling so icky lately.

Also: something I noticed today, my left sideburn is actually coming in quite nicely. I mean, it's wispy, but is is darkening. I don't shave them as often as the rest of my face, and I can finally tell. I may stop shaving my face for awhile. Last time I got very bad razor burn. It does get all prickly and itchy after about a week though. We'll see how long I last.

I was supposed to give myself my injection yesterday, but forgot and did it this morning instead. Right leg. No pain at all. I read somewhere that breathing out (and breathing in general) helps it not to hurt and for general relaxation. It does seem to work, not that I've ever really had problems.

I was doing some research on some acne treatments. Vitamin B5 has been suggested to me, but I'm hesitant for several reasons. One, my acne is not actually all that terrible. It's annoying, but not really a hindrance. Two, popping a lot of pills is rather annoying and also could end up being costly. And, three, one of the common side effects is apparently hair loss. I'm not sure I'm willing to run that risk.


hairy!

The humidity is about to kill me. I sweat so very much. And my binders dig in under my arms. It's all very irritating and gross.

I'm getting more hair on my chest. It started around my nipples and now is finally moving toward the center. It almost connects to the hair creeping up my middle. The hair on my hands is coming in more as well. And the veins, as people keep pointing out.

I really need to work on eating well, and less. I cannot stand to go running in this heat, so I need to find some other (free) cardio workout to try to get rid of my pudgy middle.

shot. left leg.

I got a new tritop binder recently. They seem to have changed their design or something. I was worried that it would be hell to break in since I've got much bigger muscles since last I had a new one. But the new one is not tighter than the older one. In fact, it's possibly looser. Leastwise, it doesn't cut me under the arms like the older one. But it does still bind decently.

I haven't updated here in a long time. I'm not really sure what to say anymore. Changes are happening so slowly now. I suppose hair is still creeping in. And I wish more and more for a flat chest in this awful heat. I hate binding.

Getting a new car. Working out payment with my dad. I just have to find a way to get across the mountains to pick it up.