I was talking with my boyfriend and decided to make it a post. I like this transitional place. I don't know if I ever want to leave it. As much as I want changes to happen as fast as they are for others, I actually really like the gradualness. It is exactly as I planned from the beginning. I don't want to be 'a man'. I am thoroughly genderqueer. I know I am not a woman. I wish there was a way to stay more in the middle. I love the androgyny. (I love being able to attract both lesbians and gay boys... haha)

Still sort of agonizing over a middle name. I generally like the idea of using Drake, my mother's last name, and technically my second middle name. However, at this point in time, I'm reluctant to have too many ties to her...