Again, my internet has been down. Bummer.
My emotions are easily repressed. Usually. For a bit, I felt like a kid again, wanting to throw a tantrum and hit things and kick things and scream. Now, I just go silent. Become obsequious. Sometimes I think I should show my anger. Sometimes I think I should let people know. Instead, I put my head down. I absorb the anger and stress around me and I continue onward.
Yes, I am talking about work.
I got to do some manly things such as change the oil in my car. It was a good thing to learn for sure. And not unfun either. Got a bit grungy and expanded my knowledge base. Two good things.
And missing that boy. Horribly.