Today, my body decided to prove its hatred of me through menstruation. And apparently when hormones war with one another, pain increases. Not a good day. Hopefully it won't last.

Almost the weekend. Though I've not much to look forward to except sleep. I haven't the money to go out. I haven't the emotional energy to be with groups of people. I tried that.I'm a bit of a paradox in that way. I confuse myself. I feel so lonely, but people often make the feeling grow instead of diminish.

My photo today is like most of the others. A webcam photo taken just for this blog. Today is slightly different. You see, I've the house to myself for a few days. Also, I look a lot like my brother.