Dark mood. Watched Interview with the Vampire alone in a dark house. Fantastic stuff. I'd never seen that one before. They sure don't make vampires like they used too...

Dealing with loneliness again. I know I shouldn't be lonely. I really have no reason to be. I've got plenty of friends. I need to be okay with being by myself. I need to learn to live with myself. I need to find some real connection too, though. Everything seems so superficial. And it's good for awhile, but it's no substitute for profundity.

As far as trans stuff goes: my hands are meatier. I can see and feel the muscle between my thumb and forefinger.