So it was brought to my attention that I've not explained myself in some ways about androgyny and T. I sort of gave up the dream of full androgyny when I began testosterone. I knew that it would change me in ways that I wanted and also ways beyond androgyny. I didn't make that clear, that I chose that. However, someday I hope to sort of explore androgyny from the other side. That is, being a rather femme guy I suppose. I don't know how that will go or even if I'll follow through, but since I still identify as genderqueer I like to explore such gender fuckery.
Anyhow. I want to be cuddled in bed. Yes.