I want a flat chest so badly! But I do not want the scars, the lack of sensation, the cost. I was watching post surgery videos on youtube and almost started crying. It's such a happy thing. But not quite right for me. yet.

I was going to swim today, test out my swim binder, but there were people in the pool and I chickened out. Perhaps another time when I have a friend.

I don't sleep much anymore, but it's changed from the thinking-too-much sort of insomnia to the hanging-out with-friends sort. It's certainly acceptable.